You taught me

I love you.
Why?
Because you're the one who taught and showed at the same time, that actions speaks louder than words, that's why.

That Someone is You, Edwin.

Seems all my life, I've waited someone like you

sounds cliche, but cross my heart it's true.

Someone who accepts me as an imperfect person

who sacrifices, and who understands.

Who always takes good care of me,

rain and shine when I'm in need.

Someone who can be a hero and the angel who inspires me...

That someone is you

and it's always been you

my beautiful, heavenly you..

:)

Lovember

Hey, its been a long time since I wrote the last post, righttttt?

Yeah, can't deny it. I miss blogging so much.

So many thing happened....

And yes, I'm still in college, 3rd semester. Just like what I said before, no one said its gonna be easy. And sometimes, I miss my highschool moments. College life tiring me so much, and guess what? I'm getting skinnier. Yeah, blame all the daily routines.

But well, time passes by and it's November already! Teehee! You have no idea how happy I am welcoming this month. MY MONTH!! You know, I'm so excited, not only because my birthday is getting closer, but it means Christmas getting closer too. Yay!

And, I'm turning 19 in 3 days.

I know, I'm old. And this is freaking me out, honestly. Most people think, life will get better when they're grow up. I used to think that way too, and I've realized that is TOTALLY wrong. Things get harder as you grow up. But hey, it's life. So whatever happened, one thing you need to learn, it goes on.

I putted so many wishes on my wishlist. I hope its gonna be a great year for me, and for my beloved one Edwin, and of course on the top of the list is my family. But somehow, I know this year is gonna be awesome!

And.............I got my very first tattoo few months ago. yeah, right before I'm 19. just like what I wanted to. Here's the picture:

4 falling stars on my left inner wrist. This tattoo represents my family. Dad, mum, and my 2 brothers Lucas and Jonathan. Because they are my priority in my life. All I've ever wanted is to make them happy and proud of me. And they're always be a part of everything I do. They're my life. And here they are, close to my vein, closest in heart.

Well now I'm thinking about make another tattoo. This time I want something simple with text. Haven't figure it out yet, but soon!

Okay, it's getting late. I have a midterm test tomorrow (or today). This week is going to be a BIG week. Ok, wish me luck for the midterm tests guys! Ttyl ;)

XOXO

I tweeted this!

I love how I'm always missing you. Wanting you with me.

I love the fact of knowing how hard i push you away sometimes, you're always going to be there.

I love and hate how i can never stay mad at you.

I love the way i still get excited to see you!

I love how annoying you are sometimes...

I love knowing you'd rather die before you cheat on me :p :p

I love your name and all your little quirks. I love your big, beautiful, hazel eyes. I love how you want me to have ur children one day <3

I love how we're so open with each other and nothing is awkward. :)

and how you know everything abt me and all my fears, and you're still here. I love the way you make me feel safe all the time.

I love the way you hold me back tighter, how i still get butterflies at the moment ur name appears on my phone, and how you kiss my nose.

I love the way you look shirtless and ur rather-bald hair. I love your cooks, and when you cook just for me <3

I love how much you love ur mom, how much taller you are than me, and how sure you are of us.

I can't stop smiling like an idiot while i'm typing this :) :) :)

17 months and going strong.

17 months, and he's still putting up with me.

We've been best friends for a year and half and I didn't see what was right in front of me the whole time. I won't bore you with the cliche "he's my everything, my world," etc. Even though it's true.

The remarkable thing that i find to be a mystery is that he accepts me for who i truly am 100%, 24/7. He loves me when I'm being stubborn and still thinks I'm beautiful even when i'm bawling my eyes out.

We have our ups and downs, but always come together stronger.
We have amazing memories together, and look forward to our future.
It's the small things that matter. The good night texts, the hugs when he knows something is wrong and the inside jokes we share. It's an indescribable feelling, and I take this is what ppl call love.

Happy 17th monthversary, Ligeiro.
Je suis a toi pour <3

With Love to You at Christmas

This is for every hour we have ever spent together.
for every kiss,
each embrace,
and for every tear shed for one another.

This is for every precious moment we have created
just by being together.
For all the times we managed to work through our anger and our tears.

This is for all those simple little things you have done for me.
That in time have added up to be so great.

This is for every time that you were there when i needed you.
For all the personal sacrifices you made for me.
For all the times when you understood me,
and for all the support that you have always given me.

This is for all the beautiful memories of the love we made
and gave to each other,
for all the tenderness and love that you have shown to me.

Most of all, this if for you from me,
to show you just how special i really believe you are.

This is from my heart,
to thank you for everything you have done for me,
for all the times i forget to tell you exactly how i feel about you/

This is to remind you,
that I will always love you,
Merry Christmas, my love.

Happy 1st anniversary.

This me and my boyfriend, Edwin.

Today is our 1st anniversary. He's the best thing that ever happened to me.
I dont want to come off cliche or anything, but he really does make me feel amazing, and beautiful.
He always there for me and he puts up with my crazy mood swings.
We've been through so much together. I can't imagine someone better for me, and I don't care if we're only 18 and 21, I want to marry him oneday.

1 year down and forever to go!

You don't love someone because of their looks, their clothes, or for their fancy car, but because they sing a song only you can hear.

Happy anniversary, Edwin. I love you :)